I haven't made a journal entry in a while, i haven't even been on in a while, been really busy having lots of fun times and laughs. =] Today however things changed and its beginning to hurt.

Theres this friend of mine, we have been friends for about 3 years going on 4 and his friends hate me. I mean really hate me. They sit and tell him how he shouldn't be friends with me and how im a horrible person. Its not very nice and its getting harder to ignore. This one guy, we will call him [BackStabber] really is like the name suggests. He will talk to me okay in real life but as soon as my back is turned the shit starts flying. It is getting to the stage where its really hurtful and i cant be there for my friend anymore because of this person. I dont want me friend to have to choose between the two of us but i dont know what to do other than step down. I think if i become more distant it will be for the best? If they are such good friends then they will look after my friend for me and nothing bad will happen to them.

Its difficult to chose between what you want and what you think is the right thing to do sometimes. If alot of people around my friend have objections to be then i will just have to choice but to walk away. I will assure me friend i will always be there for them but i don't want to be such a big part of thier life anymore becuase its hurting me. The horrible things they say and the comments they make.

My friend told me once "but your friends don't like me" he couldnt be more wrong. They have given nothing but support.






=[ Sorry but i cannot be around anymore, he is hurting me.