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1. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother & father's middle name)
Lesley George

2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)
Harry Ronald

3. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
Crara

4. DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Yellow Wolf

5. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
The Black Strongbow

7. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
Rate

8. GANGSTA NAME: (fav ice cream flavor, fav cookie)
Rasberry Ripple Tripple Chocolate

9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pets name, current street name)
Briar Rose Wyllie

10. STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fav perfume/cologne, fav candy)
Alex Twirl

11. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)
Huxley Clepington

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I know i could take them pictures into the awesome edit programs and mage them marginally better but i can't be bothered. Maybe some other time.

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Everytime the phone rings.
Everytime the doorbell rings.
Everytime my msn beeps.
Everytime someone signs in.
Everytime i out out my house.

I think and hope he will be there.

But...

I can't make up my mind to hit him or cry on him.


I will never see him again...
I know this.
But...

It doesn't stop
The Tears
The Heartache
The Hope
The Wish
The Belief
The Dreams


I know.

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I can't make up my mind if i care or not.
I think right now i am just repressing everything to muddle through.
I haven't Cried.
There have been a few bad thoughts but they have been pushed away.
Why should I care when nobody else does?

I stood in the shower thinking about him.
I sat in class thinking about him.
I was on the bus thinking about him.
I was with my friends thinking about him.


I haven't eaten in a while and i seem to have lsot the ability to talk. I wanted to be alone so i spent the afternoon at the Loch with my dog and my thoughts.

I still couldn't decide if i care or not. Sometimes i think i might but then i push the thoughts from my mind.

We won't ever speak again so theres nothing i could do anyway. He hates me. You cannot take back hate.

I'm not going to cry.
I don't think i care as much as i should.
Maybe like the Loch i've just frozen.

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We totally severed contact yesterday.

I felt i needed time alone.

Just me and my thoughts.





I don't care as much as i thought i would.

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